Tied wings. Can't fly no more.

wahh.. suddenly feel like it's been such a long time since i last updated.. :D lotsa things have been clogging up my time so yep. now it's all over and done with i hope. :D 

well first things first, dun wanna forget birthdays that has passed since the last post: Minyoung's 20th birthday (18/03/09) and Reen's (finally) 18th birthday (27/03/09)!! 

Happy belated birthday Minyoung! :D your hostfamily mom's korean cooking is the best! :D 

Happy birthday Reen! I miss youuuuuuu! T.T

hahahaha. ahhh the old times. honestly, i know that i've said this many times before but i seriously still can't really believe that i'm uni. omg. just a few months back we're all together and now... T.T almost every night i look through our facebook pictures and each time i view our leavers video.. i just feel all the memories coming back and it feels like it just happened yesterday. T.T damnnn i miss u guys soo muchhh!!! >< {btw. skyping with u, vic.. seriously got me damn excited/high and crazy that day ok. we must skype more. :D and talk bout *interesting* stuffs. hehehe. funny how u only told me bout those stuff now when im not even there. =.=" LOLL!  i MISS U!!!!!! XD}

so what has been happening so far? hmm.. had my reflective essay over and done with.. studying (or more like trying to study?) for mid-sem exams, which i very much believed i failed.. [the exam was bull-shit. don't ask me about it] and hmm what else? oh. have gone to the doctors, got a blood test [kinda interesting seeing ur blood spurting out into the bottle! whooot! im alive! =.="] hahhaa and then got the results and found out that i needa get some hepB booster. because they can't detect any hepB antibody whatsoever. and that just means i gotta get another blood test in 5 weeks time and then see the results. if i still don't have any antibody, then i gotta get a second hepB jab. =.=" 

just realised that i havent posted any pictures of Hobart ever since i came here. so yeah just one or two pictures for u [coz  i lazy to post up more]:

this is the clocktower in city. its a post office too i think.. located in the busmall.. (at night and daytime). [p/s: mich! our MV??? :D different clocktower than the MelbU one but still nice leh! :D] 

And then these are pictures of the beautiful sky at the place i stay a few days ago.. couldn't resist taking pictures of them! :D 

haaaa. yes. i really love it here in Hobart. when people say, "what? all that's there is a beautiful scenery!" well.. that's something that is very appreciated here. i mean.. when u're having a bad day and then u just go out to have a walk and look around, the sky, the sea, the hill, the greens and gardens.. Gawddd. everything just flies out of ur mind and u feel at peace. Never had the opportunity to feel like this before. there is this one place here in Hobart that can make u feel like ur in some storybook : --> Salamanca Park.. Shit that is one beautiful place. was running through there because we were running to city the other day to catch a bus and wow. breathtaking. LOLL i wanna get married there. HAHHAHAA. (im definitely gonna go there during Easter break. hehehehe)

I'm really glad that things are going well.. as we've talked it out and yes.. a big relief coz there's one thing lesser to worry about. :D i think we can do this.. right, yt? :D 

right now i shall make a vow to self-convert myself into a nerd and make sure i study till i know everything. no way im gonna let myself fail a second time. hohoho. abit excited but then the "let's play" me may get in the way. shit. so it's true that the biggest enemy is urself. T.T

so now. i guess there's nothing more to say except that I CAN"T WAIT FOR EASTER HOLSSSSSS! hohoohohohohoh! yeeeeeeeha!~!!!!!

Plans for Easter:

1. play

2. catch up on sleep

3. rest

4. study! 

yeeeeeeeeeeeehaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!

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i think that what i said last time was really true. that every happiness brings sorrow. everytime i feel extremely happy, i gotta be extra careful because i know that something's gonna happen soon. and true enough, it did. i seriously don't understand and i don't know anymore. i don't wanna care but i still do. i don't wanna let it go but i don't know what to do. 

worrying about this is seriously tiring me out and i really don't wanna give a shit anymore. this is f*cking annoying. 

"You'll only be hurt if you allow them to hurt you." 

oh how true that statement is. But it's really easier said then done.

"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted; he rescues those who are crushed in spirit."

Psalm 34:18

Thank You God.