Saturday, January 17, 2009

the future belongs to those who believe ~

So! I've been pretty busy lately running around doing stuffs and slowly checking things off my to-do-in-Penang list of mine.. and of course, spending time with beloveds :)

Offers were up last Tuesday.. and from my previous post, could pretty much tell that I got rejected by Monash. That's the bad news.. but well, all's not lost coz I've got offered from Tasmania instead.. which is one hour's flight away from Melbourne.. big relief I tell you.. lol

The whole idea of me spending my next five years in Tasmania has begun to sink in a little, and slowly, I'm accepting the idea. Though it is called the 'the-end-of-the-world' place by a few, maybe it's not that bad. I've heard it is much colder than Perth and Melbourne (yay to me!!) and a really beautiful place. Being one of the top 3(or was it top 10?) for having the cleanest air in the world, and having lots of fresh seafood and plenty of outdoor activities (yay hiking and jungle trekking!!), I'm sure I'll do fine. I've already made up my mind to immediately find all the sites where I can go lobstering, crabbing, fishing, oystering, and abaloning(is there such a word? lol).. And I'll somehow get a scuba diving license/cert so that I can go scuba scuba in the deep blue sea chasing lobsters for dinner! :)

A pic of a scenic view in Tasmania:


With that aside, my bro brought me and Lin Hui to this new place near Gurney called 'Coffee Island'... which has a really nice ambience, perfect for chilling out.. though their drinks kind of suck (especially their coffee..) lol if you're willing to pay Rm4.90 for some kopitiam coffee then by all means head down to Coffee Island please. LOL but yeah, the sea breeze and atmosphere of the whole place is really... ah.. so relaxing.. :)

@Coffee Island

Lin Hui eating her mango smoothie


Vjay sipping his iced mocha


Me slurping my Purple Holiday

hahahaha. lalalala. yeah did I mention I got a haircut and dyed my hair? :)

I believe that everything happens for a reason, and if I was destined for Tasmania, then that is where I'll be. Though we all have ideals, it does not mean that our ideals are the best for us. God knows best, and I'm sure everything will be alright with God by my side. :)

P/s: at least I still get to be a doctor and graduate from an Australian Medical School so that when I work, my degree can be recognised in Australia.. and also.. Thank God it's only one hour away from Melbourne and two hours away from Sydney! :) shopping babeh! :)

Toodles! lalalalaa~

Monday, January 12, 2009

Dreams are just dreams

So it was like that. After all, dreams are only just dreams. They stay in the realm of my fantasies and should just stay put there. forever.
In the end, it was really necessary to separate dreams from reality.
I should've done so in the beginning, so as to save myself from this disappointment I was bound to have.

Don't know if I should keep holding on to that miniscule ray of hope left for me.

Honestly, I wasn't shocked at all because one part of me already knew. I was trying to deny it completely, but somehow, I just couldn't. Maybe its because, without realising it myself, I have given up hope.

So what should I do now? I'm not too sure myself.
Maybe I should keep a positive mind and hope still. but it sucks to do that when I feel like I'm hoping for the impossible now.

I am hoping for a miracle.

Oh God, please grant me this miracle.
Oh God, Please.
I beg you.



Thursday, January 8, 2009

lalallalalaalalalala~~~~

hahahahaha! hello everybody! i am super bored!
i feel tired but don't feel like sleeping or going out.. actually i just don't feel like doing anything..!!

sometimes feeling a little frustrated/pissed/choked/feel like strangling someone coz of certain issues.. but oh well! sigh dunno dunno dunno dunno!

hmm.. here's a little something i came across a while back in australia while going on my manga marathons as usual:


This is something bout Beauty and the Beast....
(from Her Majesty's Dog, by Takeuchi Mick, vol4 ch17 part two page19)

[the conversation between Hyoue (the guy) and Amane (the girl)]
Amane: Hyoue?
Hyoue: Hey Amane.. Beauty falls in love with the beast guy and his curse is broken. that's how the story ends right?
Amane: Yes! It's meant to show that you can't judge a person by their appearance!
Hyoue: Don't you think that's.... strange?
Amane: What's strange about it?
Hyoue: If Beauty loves him eventhough he's a beast.. then why should he become human?

hahahhahahaa.. yeah.. this was something i thought was kinda true.. i mean i thought appearances don't matter when it comes to this 'true love'... i mean.. beauty 'loves' him for who he is inside no? so why must he become a human again?

lol.. just something to think about yeah? these Disney love-fairytale stories.. tsk tsk tsk..sigh lol

HAHAHAHHHA! anyways.. i'll just go off now and get myself something to do! ehehhehehee

Monday, January 5, 2009

current mood: VERY HAPPY :)

hhahahahhahahaaha.

I. FEEL. EXTREMELY. :
1) HAPPY
2) GLAD
3) RELIEVED
4) AT PEACE
5) ANYTHING THAT DESCRIBES A POSITIVE FEELING


HAHHAHAHAHAHHA.

KL. SPORE. KL. SPORE. KL. SPORE. KL. SPORE. KL. SPORE. KL. SPORE. KL. SPORE. KL. SPORE. KL. SPORE. KL. SPORE.

wait for me my dear darling friends!!! I'M COMINGGGGGG! :) :) :D :P
though its only plans now though.. heheh.. though im 95% sure it'll be realised.. HEHEHEHE....

yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes


the truth is slowly surfacing, and it becomes more and more clear. and yes, i guess it's safe to think that i was right after all.. 'cause you see? i knew. i just knew. all these while, all along.... i knew it all.....

HUAHAHAHHAAHHAAA.

GOOD TIMES :) :)

that's me and a beloved good friend i've known for eleven years :)


p/s: i think i seriously need a haircut. HAHAAHAA.

lalalalalalalalalalallaa.
oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah~~~~~~

Thursday, January 1, 2009

haha inspiration?

lol guess what.. i've just found an incredible manga that i found very inspirational.. well, to me at least. LOL it may not be that touching and all, but it has some great principles and etc in there.

Doubt! - by Kaneyoshi Izumi



"being born beautiful gives a girl a 50% headstart. but she has to make up the other 50% on her own."

haha how true that is. for one to be beautiful, one has to make her efforts. nothing comes for free y'know? gotta work hard for everything you wanna get.
looks like i'm gonna get my ass working and back on track :)

(but, beauty doesnt guarantee happiness does it? lol)

Sugar addiction - by Yang Ah Maria

and then this is a manhwa i just read.. haha i liked the love scenes! LOL though i actually did sense a little shounen ai sparks coming but thank god the author didnt go that direction. lol

it's funny how Manga/manhwa/manhuas all are only fantasy/dreams/fictional. coz the hero is always tall, handsome, gallant and charming whilst the heroine is cute, pretty, beautiful, popular and there is always a happy ending where they ALWAYS somehow end up together to give a brilliant ending. well, thats true for most shoujo romance manga/manhwa/manhuas.. guess that's also why girls like to read them so much since it never really happens in real life.. sad but true.. T.T

oh well. enough talk bout that. i'm gonna get some sleep now. :)
Good night people.