Monday, April 20, 2009

I AM THE STUPIDEST PERSON IN THE WORLD.

Stupid STUPID STUPIDDDDDDD!!!!
regretting is one of the things i hate the most. but i keep doing it anyway. 
stupid. 

Essay = doomed screwed die. brain apoptosis. 




i miss everyone. i seriously do. 
Penang, Perth,
Where I belong.
My place. 
My family. 
My home.
I miss it. everything. 


Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Hari Ini Kurasa Bahagia~

not. lol. found out some things i wish i hadn't. sigh well it's okay. let's move on everybody~~ 
lalalala.
Happy Easter! 
Easter Holidays are ending! omfg. shit. damn. die. have wasted my hols away doing nothing productive and so on. sigh. wat to do. wat to do. wat to do. work's piling up and i have this feeling i won't be able to get good sleep in the weeks to come. sigh. 
oh well. feeling a little like shit but i think i'll be able to manage somehow. optimism is the way to go! whooooot! hahaha. it's strange how everytime you make up ur mind to study and such but you just automatically feel sleepy/extremely tired etc. hmm. what does that say? 
ahh. have settled few important stuffs and feeling relieved. past few weeks wasn't very nice but i think everything's okay now? maybe? i'm just taking things slowly now one step at a time. not expecting anything and if things happen, they happen. yes. go with the flow. like i always do. too tired to think bout things and i'm not going to. just gonna do what i feel like doing. hahahaha. feeling pretty relaxed here. hehes. 
Skyping is a good thing. :) seriously. will always get hyped up after talking/seeing my friends i've been missing so much. :D skype skype session is always great. :D mich! ellie! vic! iyesha! :D 
ah sorry i know this blog post is super boring and random like the rest but can't help it. i'm bored but dunno what to do/blog bout so im just ranting out useless uninteresting stuffs. triple sigh.

Some Randoms:
Day to city/Nandos/North Hobart: 
(mich remember this pose? in the CCGS male toilet?? :D)
Oreo Cheesecake we made couple of weeks ago. looks crap but tastes like heaven! :D 
Cookie day!(night?:)) Yum yum! :D
Sky picture outside my window. 
Sky = one of God's best creations. different everyday, lovely to watch. :)
Fave food: Amanda's yummy chicken rice! :)
 
Graffiti on toilet boards(in the cubicle) in the library toilets which says: "Don't piss on my back and tell me its raining." reading all these while you're peeing makes a pee-session more interesting. LOL
Scary stapler in library which makes a loud noise. 

A cartoon character which Hassan says looks like me. :) see the resemblance? :D 
  
Little white riding hood? :)
Beloved neighbour~Fern~ :) 
A little vain-ness

that's all for today folks. 
tata. toodles. sayonara. ahnyung igasaeyo! selamat tinggal. goodbye! zai jian! 
lalaallalalala~

Iljimae! Lee Jun Ki is so cute! :) 
Drinking tea is nice. :D

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Sunday, April 5, 2009

Tied wings. Can't fly no more.

wahh.. suddenly feel like it's been such a long time since i last updated.. :D lotsa things have been clogging up my time so yep. now it's all over and done with i hope. :D 

well first things first, dun wanna forget birthdays that has passed since the last post: Minyoung's 20th birthday (18/03/09) and Reen's (finally) 18th birthday (27/03/09)!! 

Happy belated birthday Minyoung! :D your hostfamily mom's korean cooking is the best! :D 

Happy birthday Reen! I miss youuuuuuu! T.T

hahahaha. ahhh the old times. honestly, i know that i've said this many times before but i seriously still can't really believe that i'm uni. omg. just a few months back we're all together and now... T.T almost every night i look through our facebook pictures and each time i view our leavers video.. i just feel all the memories coming back and it feels like it just happened yesterday. T.T damnnn i miss u guys soo muchhh!!! >< {btw. skyping with u, vic.. seriously got me damn excited/high and crazy that day ok. we must skype more. :D and talk bout *interesting* stuffs. hehehe. funny how u only told me bout those stuff now when im not even there. =.=" LOLL!  i MISS U!!!!!! XD}

so what has been happening so far? hmm.. had my reflective essay over and done with.. studying (or more like trying to study?) for mid-sem exams, which i very much believed i failed.. [the exam was bull-shit. don't ask me about it] and hmm what else? oh. have gone to the doctors, got a blood test [kinda interesting seeing ur blood spurting out into the bottle! whooot! im alive! =.="] hahhaa and then got the results and found out that i needa get some hepB booster. because they can't detect any hepB antibody whatsoever. and that just means i gotta get another blood test in 5 weeks time and then see the results. if i still don't have any antibody, then i gotta get a second hepB jab. =.=" 

just realised that i havent posted any pictures of Hobart ever since i came here. so yeah just one or two pictures for u [coz  i lazy to post up more]:
this is the clocktower in city. its a post office too i think.. located in the busmall.. (at night and daytime). [p/s: mich! our MV??? :D different clocktower than the MelbU one but still nice leh! :D] 

And then these are pictures of the beautiful sky at the place i stay a few days ago.. couldn't resist taking pictures of them! :D 

haaaa. yes. i really love it here in Hobart. when people say, "what? all that's there is a beautiful scenery!" well.. that's something that is very appreciated here. i mean.. when u're having a bad day and then u just go out to have a walk and look around, the sky, the sea, the hill, the greens and gardens.. Gawddd. everything just flies out of ur mind and u feel at peace. Never had the opportunity to feel like this before. there is this one place here in Hobart that can make u feel like ur in some storybook : --> Salamanca Park.. Shit that is one beautiful place. was running through there because we were running to city the other day to catch a bus and wow. breathtaking. LOLL i wanna get married there. HAHHAHAA. (im definitely gonna go there during Easter break. hehehehe)

I'm really glad that things are going well.. as we've talked it out and yes.. a big relief coz there's one thing lesser to worry about. :D i think we can do this.. right, yt? :D 

right now i shall make a vow to self-convert myself into a nerd and make sure i study till i know everything. no way im gonna let myself fail a second time. hohoho. abit excited but then the "let's play" me may get in the way. shit. so it's true that the biggest enemy is urself. T.T

so now. i guess there's nothing more to say except that I CAN"T WAIT FOR EASTER HOLSSSSSS! hohoohohohohoh! yeeeeeeeha!~!!!!!

Plans for Easter:
1. play
2. catch up on sleep
3. rest
4. study! 

yeeeeeeeeeeeehaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!

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i think that what i said last time was really true. that every happiness brings sorrow. everytime i feel extremely happy, i gotta be extra careful because i know that something's gonna happen soon. and true enough, it did. i seriously don't understand and i don't know anymore. i don't wanna care but i still do. i don't wanna let it go but i don't know what to do. 

worrying about this is seriously tiring me out and i really don't wanna give a shit anymore. this is f*cking annoying. 

"You'll only be hurt if you allow them to hurt you." 
oh how true that statement is. But it's really easier said then done.

"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted; he rescues those who are crushed in spirit."
Psalm 34:18

Thank You God.